Nuances of life

Occasionally my heart was happy....
Occasionally also my heart was sad...
Such was lived this...
Was full of nuances but not just like the colour...
Only was black and white...

Could promise mutually...
However was not...
Such was lived this...
Have an appointment that was not kept...
And that was exceded...

Regained consciousness would time...
But also often forgotten...
Such was lived this...
Be full of the change...
Must have preparations...

Would was reached??
All the hopes that were wanted??
Make parents and relatives happy...
Make relatives happy around...
Possibly the hard work and was not easy to interrupt the hope...
As well as time and The GOD Fate...
That became the determination.